^_^ being me, i'm random ~

...بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

so,

being my own true self
i can express it better
being my own true self
no need to worry about later

because,

this is what i have been born with
so, just bear with it
or better, just leave it, with
no consideration to even care about it

but still,

being my own true self
i will not let out my true colours
or shout it out freely from right to left
just, to not bother others

yes, it's true
being my own self
it restricts me from shout it out loud,
controls me from being proud(?)

ain't that a good thing?

pathetic am i?

goosshh~ do i even have to care about it?

but, sorry, truly 
because i still believe
that being my very own self
is 100% okay

pssttt: sorry for the random ideas, mixed up in one piece. yupps! turn me upside-down now~.~

may we safe in God's bless. chaaawww~ :D

^_^ cool observer, indeed!

...بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
scrolled down my TimeLine
I laughed
facebook, twitter, sometimes make me smiled
most of the time whined

the next day, the same routines
again, I just laughed
duushh, I said, "they lied"
then shutdown! I felt annoyed

D-day, srolled down them again
and I sighed
goosshh, "when will they stop playin'?"
spreading dirty tricks across my sight

the aftermath effects?
they are worse!

and oh! blackout?!

maybe people overused the power
or it just insufficient power supply
or electric power that flowed was low
naaahhh~ it was all lie! :X

pssstttt:- it is not that I'm being bias or what so not regarding GE13, it is just that, people are getting smarter, know how to differentiate between what is the truth and what is not. even though I do not have any complains against the winning party, shouldn't they still have to win fair and square? lying and tricking people are not totally the best way in winning citizens' heart, we might despise it more! so, it is a total noo noo~ my biggest apologize if what the news that have been spreading away, saying that there were some tricks happened, caused by the winning party during the counting process, are not true, I'm truly sorry then. if not, see ya' in GE14! in shaa Allah! *smirk* :p

I love my country! let's pray for the best in future ahead! :')

may we safe in God bless. chaaawww~ :DD

^_^ Gema Gangsa IIUM 2013

assalamualaikum wbt and greetings.
18th 'till 22nd April 2013. what a happy and great weekend it was!
here is the story goes about. on 19-21 of Aril 2013, IIUM gamelan team 'Gema Gangsa' was having a competition in Festival Gamelan Melayu Peringkat Kebangsaan 2013, held in Universiti Malaysia Terengganu (UMT). our team consisted of 18 players, which was a combination of 11 players from IIUM Gamelan Club itself, 4 players from IIUM Percussion Club and IIUM Acoustic Band. another 2 players were 'imported' from Istana Budaya as their talents are needed to assist our team.

during the-Day, Gema Gangsa performed two songs, one traditional song, 'Perang Manggong', and one creative song, freshly composed specially for this contest by our teacher, Cikgu Ku Zahir, entitle 'Cari-Cari Cuba Kau Cari'. a tight challenge been given by other groups that join this competition especially from Sanggar Kirana (UTP), Alkis Gemawan (Alumni KISAS), Suktra Terengganu (Pusat Kebudayaan Terengganu) and many more.

an intensive training had been done since February in order to prepared ourselves with challenges that coming ahead. and alhamdulillah, all praises be to Allah as Gema Gangsa has been announced as the CHAMPION for this competition. our efforts, sweats and tiredness are all paid off as we had been announce as the winner for this competition wiiiiieeeee~~  

visit video gema gangsa - cari-cari cuba kau cari to watch the video of our performances.

here are some of the snip snap of pics during our preparation, before and during the performance day. 

>.< training time

>.< sound check at Dewan Sultan Mizan, UMT

>.< we're the winner!

hopefully, the bond that been tangled and knitted among us will be remained forever. nothing is more precious than a relationship than will remain even all of us might not engaged as a team in the future ahead. ukhwah fi' sabilillah :')

pssttt:- love them at most as I can always be me~ <3<3<3

and oh! here's the link to our official IIUMGamelanClub page for more info regarding this competition.

may God bless us. chaaaww~ :DD

^_^ rasa menyapa~

...بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
sakit.
rasa itu halus sahaja
bersahaja berlalu menyapa sedikit
tapi bisa meruntun jiwa.

sakit.

sentuhan rasanya menghiris jiwa
mengacau perasaan yang kian membukit
menggoyah rasa yang kian membunga.


sakit.

betapa mata terseksa merasa
jiwa merasa semakin terhimpit
rasa yang kuat menghentam jiwa.


sakit.
sepatutnya rasa itu sudah diduga
mungkin kerna hati degil, keras, meliat
enggan menurut bicara minda.

sakit.
mungkin ini dugaan daripadaNya
bersenang menyerah tanpa sedikit
simpan perasaan untuk dijaga.

sakit.
semoga rasa cepat berlalu pergi
tinggalkan jiwa yang semakin pahit
untuk terima dugaan tak terperi.

sakit.
rasa itu harus dirawat dengan segera
agar tidak terus mengkhianati jiwa
takut tenggelam, mati terhimpit.

may God bless us. chaaawww~~:')

^_^ selamatkan jiwa-jiwa

...بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

jiwa letih
bila dipaksa, bila dilatih
untuk menjadi berdaya
hingga dikerah segala upaya

jiwa rosak
bila perasaan yang dipasak
dengan dengki khianat
telah mula merebak, tenat

jiwa busuk
bila telah tertusuk
dengan duri tajam, bernanah
memakan diri, juga amanah

jiwa gelap
bila impian bertukar malap
angkara janji dunia yang palsu
merobek rakus jasad yang lesu

jiwa lenyap
bila dihuni perasaan senyap
sedar akan mendiam diri itu
lebih membantu jiwa menjadi jitu

jiwa kosong
bila iman telah jauh terpesong
hanyut melayan nafsu dunia
semakin jauh meninggalkan Dia

may God bless us. chaawww~~:D